this multitude

...... Auguries of earth, what cheer ?......

...... auguries of Heaven, bid where ?.....

Thursday, September 6, 2012

Sweet Darkness

sweating and dripping from anxiety, fear or is it from the adrenalin - don't know which (at least not yet).Every senses in me strains so hard to peep furtively into nothingness (nothingness?<is there a word like that,jeeeeeezzz) or rather the DARK SILENCE.
yeah! really it is both silent and dark.Silence and darkness walls off any form of information i might need now."Am i in danger or still having fun? "
Dont know where i've reached ,what angle i was,what's infront and what's behind.My thoughts grew tired of  patiently counting,my vibrations continued the count 10,11,12,13,14......(i felt like a sitting dock staring like a blind bat ) the count felt like forever.slowly my hand fondles ahead to reach the cold metal infront of me,closing my eyes is of no difference -"its still darkness all the same"
Then it started with a whisper,then two screams and ......... screams,it sounds like its coming from a thousand feet below,another passes above me -whoooossh,another scream just sped by me at arms lenght.
This screams are familiar,its.... its fear, exhiliration, anxiety, daring, adrenalin all mixed up (talk about bad mixture),just when i was to make my conclusions my carriage started moving again.At first steadily then .........all i knew was i was back on the crazy mad  loops at 200mph with screams all around creating a thread of uncharming echoes.
10 mins later,we all came to a stop.lights on and feeling dazed eagerly waiting to be unstrapped  from the seat belt "what a ride"we all said, "Dude that's not cool
ok back back back,this is the real picture - 30mins ago i paid to ride a rollercoaster in the dark.(beat that)
what such mad experience that was, we pay to go on a ride without knowing what to expect and how it will end.
i was over a thousand feet high (HIGH hmmmmmm lolz) IN DARKNESS ,switching on the lights and seeing how crazy we were riding would have made a few of us pass out (if not the whole riders)
is'nt it ironical that the journey and experiences we enjoy and engage ourselves in is just a rollercoaster in darkness.
Thinking:Where does it lead is the question?