Tick tock, tick tock pt 2

Tick tock, tick tock, the wall clock subjugates the stale silence, he seems enslaved by time now, its 3:48am, how time flies, so it does, seven years married, no child with Modele, it suddenly looks like illusion, time is passing with slow motion. 

I feel un-repented, yet I’ve brought many to repentance, oh gosh! Tonight is not the night for remorse and self pity “Femi glides back to bed, feeling less dampy, he takes one last look at Modele, briefly compassion and sorrow seems to overwhelm him, he reaches out to hold and caress her soft body as she curls up needing want. Femi suddenly retreats  “man up, men don’t do that, she has to apologise first” laying back on the bed either as defeat or victory, he recalls the name of the car agent he’s to call “Mr. Waahl” surely I will be the first Mr Waahl will be hearing from today. “As femi’s eyes lapses to close, he replays his imagination of himself in the car for that’s all that matters now…  tick tock tick tock.

It wasn’t the loud sound of crash that suddenly woke Femi up, it was rather an inner urgency of his desires “call Mr. waahl” turning to his side where Modele slept, he found she wasn’t there, “she must have left for work”he thought,femi layed on the bed feeling quite disappointed that she didn’t reach out to apologise”.  “Anyways, that’s least of my worries now,the brat can do whatever.ill do what I want I want how I want it” He checks the time 6:45am, enough time to sort things out before I make my call. Walking to the table on the far left of the room. He’s tempted to open his car purchase documents again, but rather fascinated by a note beside the documents. He grins even before he opens it. Knowing it was written by Modele. “finally I won” he said. Femi opens the note casually, reading with interest, “Femi my boo, waking up to go pee after you came back to bed. I stared at you and realized still, I love you deeply and I will always love you.for all you’ve done I forgive you,I will lay beside you now as your wife as God has given me to you. Am your friend too you know, we’ll talk better in the early hours before I leave for work”. Femi folds it back totally feeling out of place not expecting to be broken ,while still in the gloomy mood of guilt. He hears a loud crash, a crash sound he swore he heard some 5minutes ago but this time aggressively louder.

He runs to the balcony to confirm what was going on.the image before him was chaos. His neighbor Dunkan ran by on the street in mere panics, seeing Femi he shout “Femi, Femi” aaah!!! Everybody is gone o, aah! Femi everybody.” His  neighbors screams on running and the chaos femi stares at confirms his worst fear.

THE RAPTURE.

TICK TOCK,TICK TOCK pt 1

Tick , Tock, Tick, Tock

Could the night have been move more worse than this. The angers of yesterday and the hope of tomorrow, what was supposed to be a shoot happy night has twined out to  be a sweaty, hot long night. Sleep or so to speak “rest” has diminished. Femi lays on his back, arguing with his thought more or less wrestling adamantly on  how far he would yield or not.” who is she to challenge me, even if am wrong… so f@#k what, if she’s my wife! How dare she!”.

Femi rattled with these statements over and over in his mind like a looping track, sweat covered him more as he conversed repeatedly within himself. “This phcn people deserve a curse tonight” Femi quietly grumbled, trying to keep the room as pale, still and quiet as he left it 12minutes ago. Every movement he made was done with such default of carefulness ,pretending he was asleep.

Turning his body for convenience, he stares at the one whom he quickly refers to as THE CHALLENGE. “She’s your wife, you know” a soft voice reckons in his head  “she’s  just watching out for you” listening to the voice swells Femi into anger again, his heart beat races as he frowns so deeply that sweat runs quickly to the curves and furrows, gently dripping to his pillow.

He stares on at his wife in the dark extensive room, the more he stared the less he saw of her details, only silhouette left, her  silhouette forming words: bitter words ,everything rushes back again .”How did I end up having a night like this? Tonite was to be a good night for me going by my expectation tomorrow, tomorrow? Oh today !its 3am already” he turns around backing his wife not for convenience but to usher in a lighter thought. (And convenient it was)Femi’s attention focused on the document laying on the table at the extreme end of the room .A document he has reviewed over and over the previous day. He creeps to the table glancing back as a thief would. Getting to the table, he stares at the document as the moonlight shines on it. The document read “receipt of purchase” ,Femi’s satisfaction is entirely the brochure that comes with it. He pulls out a brochure with a Mercedes benz logo on it, flipping through the pages, he is overwhelmed.”TODAY I will be driving my first brand new car” a 2013   brand new Mercedes.

Scratching his scalp in the anxious manner that he’s used to, “everything else needs to change with this.” Still fondling with his scalp, he turns facing his wife Modele again.  “Why?” was the question in his head.  “I understand my flirt problems, is it a problem or a curse, either one is unpleasant. What am I to do? I really am making efforts, seriously. I am at least in comparison to my friends,…. Modele and I have to go over and over fights like this, she pulled a white flag for peace but my ego is too…. Whatever, besides how can she invade my privacy, men do these things once in a while, I’m right, totally right” femi stops, realizing that he’s gone  to the toilet and back, pacing around without realizing it. ....

IT IS WITH A GRAVE HEART THAT WE ANNOUNCE THE DEATH OF MY IGNORANCE.My ignorance has dug several pit and graves,all which has been unintentionally dug for what purpose i cannot trace neither can i justify.my ignorance has dug snares which has expended my journey,faulting the steps of others too.not this journey I've begged.which other journey could it have been...the one i chose,was chosen for me or the journey He willed on me.
Friends ,..today i'm righteous for i believed and believe that jesus is the son of God.
what is a righteous man? simply a man who believes Gen 15:6
I will boast  of nothing else but my believe for it will be counted as righteousness.....then i say "ignorance where are you".
come again with your vices and i will crave more to be righteous.for it is a gift.
mmmhhh.....